*~Pretty Elegance ~*

I feel like I am about to faint..

this homework I've got is like an itch I can't reach.. so irritating. gaH.

Today.. is the one and only day.. I caught a movie with Nat and Laraine.

interesting enough, I wasn't objective to her coming along..

rather.. I was the one pestering for her to grace us with her presence.

ICE AGE III.

yes, that movie is classic. simply adorable.

its like.. all because of Sid, an adventure to find him begins.

awww.. come to think of it.. it made me laugh till my chair rock alittle..

gosh..

MFM, Manhattan Fish Market.

we got to the branch at CENTRAL, Riverside..

and it was still pack. sheeesh. close to 9pm and we got ourselves a table.

yepps. love their customer service. served with a big warm smile. nice~

and allow me highlight one more thing,

THEY SERVE US PLATES THAT ARE PREWARMED.

which restuarant on earth in SG remembers that other than them and the little few..

and the sad thing is.. the other restaurants got better rating then theirs.. whyy?!

such injustice. pfft.

hahaha. tell me if I am nuts.. but I feel that I should be controling my diet alittle..

just because.. my scale has moved and I could clearly see that I've put on some weight..

who's with me on some healthier ways to living?

I started with a no seating on the bus to rest cos I can carry my laptop with either hands

and work the arms and stretch some fat encrusted muscle.

next maybe I'll be standing to type my homework.. insane or just alittle drastic?

hmmmmm. I dont know.. just dont want to diet without a workout..

and I just dont have much time for that..

so I'll just make do with plenty of such activities.

I wonder if it'll work..

what has become of me. I'm caving in. no reasoning nor rhyme.

I cant stand the sight of this,

how distasteful, horrid and disgusting.

what has taken over me..

sweetest looking darls that never fails to keep that tiny smile available to the rest of the world.

thank you my little milktoof.

    

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after browsing through my nyp email, I got pissed..

because, the day before.. FB featured a school petition.

So what's the big deal about this petition.. you will ask isn't it..

seriously, when I first read it.. I was impressed that the students actually think for each other..

but after scanning through every email from different lecturers, I got mad.

what is the underlying meaning behind this petition..

and I came to a conclusion that this person had the intention of wasting this one week like it was part of a holiday.

I am sure.. many who signed it, did it out of goodwill.

but who is it to see the real meaning behind it?

did that person say that the sch should impliment home-base learning?

did that person say that the sch teachers should work harder now since they are at home?

it is not seen in the petition the ideals of home-schooling for the week,

and just plain slack.

I tell you this. wake up. if you think that this so called one week break is for fun and games, think again.

tons of notes to read is chasing our necks,

and there are schedules to keep track for our online lectures.

think holiday? now think again.

choose between having normal classes in classrooms of your school

or home-bound scheduled learning and online lectures with lecturers at awkward timings.

You know what I mean now, do you mister?

I'm alittle disappointed.

thought you knew your stand..

now this a scenario that plays again.

this time I have limitations.

and that's final after choosing, cos there isn't much time to make amends with.

to frankly say, I'm rather shock that you told exactly how I felt to them

when its only for your eyes to see.

to be kicked aside after saying heartflet words is simply painful..

ohh nevermind. what am I to expect of such things.

letting disappointment sink into me even further..

in the mess of all the IR construction and all the trucks parking at the only two lanes to Marina Park..

there is this place.

Pretty secluded, pretty hidden, but well popular and happily filled with people of all ages.

Marina Barage.

some place that runs by NEWater, and uses solar panals to generate some of their consumption.

windy, sunny, crowded and just close to being green.

its just a nice place to visit when you have the time.

minus the fact that you might wanna try flying a kite with a stronger string like let's say powdered with glass?

ohhh. and just fly a bigger one, cos then ppl are more likely to leave you to your kite.

yepps.

ohh. and if you wanna just sun-tann..

its good too. because the greeny grass has more than enough space for you to run around.

wells, just watch out for the amateur kite flyers, they can sure stomp you by accident or land a kite on your head.

it's a great place. go there and you'll know what I mean(=

I had my fair share of fun yesterday with loves, and although it was sad to part at 11plus pm..

we still enjoyed each others' company all the way till the end.

Transformers, Revenge of the Fallen was the best way to end the whole outing.

just you, me, the movie. awesome.

just wanna say, thank you loves!

every day spent with you is always special in its own beautiful way.

haha. you lazy bum. shall catch you tmr then.. or maybe not..

hmmmm.. have to meet up with my friend..

and maybe I'll be studying the whole week..

no idea.

much misses(=

数到五答应我 – 曹格

第一次看着你 就为你心动

聪明的我 怎能让你走

第二次看见你 我竟然失控

是我的错 请你原谅我

第三次看见你 想要告诉你

我真的爱你 是真的爱你

第四次看着你 我有些要求

请你能够 安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

说你愿意

那最后一个一定要说你愿意

Want be your lover want be your man

我只要你开心多一点

我只希望给你多一点

Can you be my lover don’t wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远

给你幸福每一天 因为我

Want be your lover want be your man

说你害怕 因为受过伤

不需要害怕 因为我不是他

dear dear manages to source this out of my iPod tonight. nice~

I hope he don't get too upset.. He overshot his bus stop and ended up at Circuit Rd, and he had to cab back.

wait.. he also lost his handphone pouch. dreads.

today is a bad day.. cos there's alot of mishaps.

1. couldn't find iModels Int. office.. had to walk around in circles, ask a receptionist.. then arrive and wait for quite awhile.

2. headed off to catch Transformer, Revenge of the Fallen. But.. it was almost packed. so we didnt watch it in the end.

tomorrow then. too bad for us.

3. Bad motion sickness after attempting to catch abit of Night at the Museum.. siigh.. throbbing.

4. deardear overslept and miss his stop. so he has cabbed unwillingly home. and also lost his hp pouch..

haiish. BAD BAD BAD DAY~!

Jean Yip Hair, Beauty and Slimming Centre

has served both of us well in different aspect.

Darls, and friends had a spanking good time primming their hair up at an outlet in M'sia.

now its brown with a tinge of blonde look.

he looks like an ahh beng..

but, he's MY ahh beng. 

nice(=

I had my eyebrows trimmed earlier on..

and though I know my eyebrows have that silly little problem..

ohh wells, at least it look kempt now.

thank you love!

and and..

I almost had manicure..

but.. I didnt understand what is what..

so we walked out.

let's head to Far East soon!

gosh, I love the designs that this outlet has~!

that snow white one!!

hahaha.

ohh ladies... Ainul~! Ros~!

yepps. tonight, we did alittle shopping after our dinner.

wahhh.. let's talk about dinner..

it should be made HALAL larrr.

so nice please..

I want my friends to try..

the Jia Xiang Mee [translate: hometown mee]

so filling.. so delicious!

its at Compass Point, level one.

thank you love for bringing me to have such a wonderful dinner.

ohh ohh.. and I bought this hot pink tube

with a dark grey spaghetti top. nice~

had loves to check it out to make sure that I look acceptable to him.

hahaha.

he gave a green go for these two.. which I bought..

but not the purple spaghetti..

it look odd on me, he said.

wow, so fun!

I even bought myself the well-needed Lucido Design Hair Foam & a small bottle of wax

so I can curl my hair with ease, easy as ABC!

happy happy!
looking forward to another enjoyable day with loves~!

what a simply cold cool morning I woke up to..

the biting sensation that pulsate all over the skin just contradicts my quiet heart this morning.

white flag raise.

I give up, I give up.

last night, was one of the moments of many feelings..

state of elatedness because, my pink school file was at Joshua's house afterall.

he didn't realise it, but when I picked it up,

I just felt so much more relief,

that I just wanted to run out and scream happiness.

once again, I've gotta say, I'm rather bless

because, there's friends who could help me swallow down the unhappiness and pick myself up.

Tang, although it seems we have wasted that afternoon and $6.50 on the newly printed notes..

but let me just say, you're a great friend. and thank you so much for the gracious help.

Ros, we haven't met each other to pass each other the items that we require for fair trade,

but thank you for offering your assistance in little ways possible to you and me.

Nabila, thank you for really saving my ass when I almost wanted to head to school blatantly,

for that test that I thought was this week. I could have been desperate and headed off before you replied.

but you did, so it saved me the problem when I get there.

there's still that tinge of sadness flowing throughout my body..

tonight.. after consulting with Charmaine..

I've come up with a conclusion.

understanding is tough.

however tonight, I felt that I am not so cherished afterall.

just feel like I'm an alternative..

an outsider.

its like the choice of not wanting to communicating to me is alws so temptingly ready..

the choice of not remembering me is alws within a second of reach.

wanting / not wanting?

isn't it so easy to choose otherwise when you're over the top with anger?

wells..

let's just leave it that I'm plain disappointed

and maybe I should just think abit more into this problem..

how is it that we can say we love when we cant even understand that we just want each other in times of silence?

I want your shoulders, but you just can't give it to me.

too bad for you Esther.

who is there to share my pain and joy

when all I feel is this hollowness when you are gone..

sulk, cry, wail & scream..

but nothings gonna change that fact.

so face it.

I am plain annoyed at the moment.

siigh. stuck at home as though I was quarantined.

what's the difference between the sick and well?

why am I made female..

its such an inconvenience.

what no you cant head out cause its late and unsafe..

and where's your bf.. he's not going then you better stay at home.

ohh please. I am dying from boredom.

I've been stuck in this cage for a long time.

I need a breather alright?

why is it so hard to just go for a freaking walk at the seemingly quiet place I can think of..

infuriating. that's it. I am not gonna waste up my time slugging around at home.

I am out for good tomorrow for Transformers,

and I am not going back till I am dreadful exhausted.

and that stupid place that I've been craving to go..

heck with it. I am fed up.

if its just so hard to get there, then I guess I'm not meant to go there at all.

we got scammed. yes. sadly, both of us heard more or less about the same thing today.

gosh.. why would I part with S$3600+ just to have legs with no hair..

not now though..

but maybe when I have the capacity to earn, I would.

had a simply frightful time at the consultation room.

the lady was just bombarding me with information..

and lastly qouted me the price.

I only have S$50 with me, missy.

which of course, my imaginary jaw dropped for a moment.

sorry sorry my friend. we got scammed.

some ads just like conning ppl.

and we just happen to misread it badly.

my mum said this, there's no such thing as "free" in Singapore.

yeapps. I cannot agree more.

I remember this thing that the consultant told me..

think about it but with no actions nothing will happen..

ohh wells.

she's persuasive.. but not to me.. cos..

I was just plain freaked out instead.

so what if I walked out of there and the next time there will not be that same promotional package,

but, I am terrified of speaking to you.

so,

goodbye then.

chaotic monday, not monday blues.

no blues this time. 

early in the morning.. I was woken up by two smses.

one that was rather important because of the pandemic that's going on..

and one that's more on the personal note.

okayys.

two of my friends are down with some sort of flu..

which may not be the alarming H1N1 strain.

yepps. be prayerful for them yea?

ohh wells. short catch-up lunch with Sherman was good.

haha. ended up with a treat from him instead.

sheesh. what's wrong with going "dutch" Godbro..

you got cash, but I don't wanna spend yours.. cos its hard earned.

its for your school fees aye?

at Yoshinoya..

we chat and ate.. while observing little kids have their tour around the shop.

apparently they opened this tour thing for little kids.

silly, but still a tiny bit of education lies somewhere.

cute.

wells.. he's back into the habit again..

when he's stressed out. siigh.

gotta let it slowly die off once again.

I'll help you kaies! say bye bye to smoking with me(=

yepps.. his office is.. really spooky quiet.

ohh wells.. what do you think a law firm looks to me anyways.

after a hearty meet-up...

I walked myself to the Adelphi, where Jaben is..

and thought of claiming back my EUs.

and.. I was looked upon like some lost kid who is eyeing on a prize.

like I were to rob my own item.. idiots.

screw it.

it were to come back, then so be it.

dont get it back, then forget it, leave it there for them to resell then.

I am fed up with the damn wait,

even after taking initiative, this is what I get.

screw it.

ohh wells..

I stormed off.. took a train.. and soon I was home.

can't recall the process.. sigh.. I think my mind was wondering all over.

riight now.. I'm back listening to the 궁 OST.

kiinda lost it actually.. couldn't be found on my iPod.

and it was labelled as Unknown album in My Music.

haha. sounds kinda tragic.

but eventually, I found the names to each song.. instead of track 1, 2, 3..

the album reminds me of the Korean TV series.

the lead role of this girl married in to be the princess..

and lead a painful life, till something manages to turn it around.

the album just has that soulful, smooth, bitter-sweet and jazzy feel to each song.

its quite a refreshing feeling, different from many I've heard.

wells.. the cool breeze is blowing straight pass me..

and the song is resounding away in from my speakers on my table.

nice.

I can't wait for my little timeout at Changi beach.

it should be fun!

my little time alone, awesome.

its different when you spend a day..

just with your brother, and noone else.

the entertainment is maximum,

and the fun is at your teenage level.

Megalife service got canceled due to H1N1 reasons..

but is that to alarm me?

nahhh. to live is to die, and to die for Christ is to gain.

wells.. since that's the case.. my brother has all the right to attend service,

as he hasn't been in close proximity with the suspected people.

yepps.. and I've got a Sunday cab buddy!

usually it would be Jo-an.. but we don't head off together anymore..

she has her own plans.. then let it be.

yeahh..

having your brother beside you during service is just different..

you watch at the corner of your eyes.. and there you see a different person as he worship.

woww.. astonishing. I love the way he is my brother when he worship..

I feel proud that he has grown in the Lord.

during Sermon, I can't help but draw this looney face on my paper and his.

wells.. its weird that today's attendance has dropped so significantly..

and its fun to just be able to fool around with your brother.

Lunch was madness.

I tell you, siblings like us have lunch together is like mixing two chemical bombs together.

an explosion of fun.

He's happy that he got such a good meal and great time of fellowship,

so am I.

we took quite a few photos to remember this enjoyable occasion.

just a plain old exciting Sunday with Joshua my brother.

Hmmmm..

this afternoon..

is just starting to get alittle interesting.

I've got a call from Bella Skin earlier on..

regarding this trial hair removal that I've signed up for.

to me, I sound totally awed when I converse with the lady..

didn't know much about it..

so not much was spoken though..

just setting an appointment,

and wondering where the outlet was.

what caught me off guard was that she asked me if I had any questions.

errrms. no I do not have cos I do not know what is going on in the first place.

maybe I will chatter more on Tuesday.

yea.. hmmmm.. 

okayys.. now at 4pm, this coming Tuesday, I've gotta be there.

not lost, but at the outlet. yepps.

I'll try not to be late, cos I think I will ask alot..

yea.. and hopefully..

I can convince mummy to come along if she's better..

if not, I'll be so lonely...

hmmmm. yea.. and maybe if she sees the result, she'll be consulting them for her dark spots.

yays~! sounds good to me.

hopefully it'll be affordable. It'll be bad to spend too much.

now this is getting exciting.

be gone razors and waxing. cos I'll be free from it soon enough(=